A man born -95. Father of two kids and a rapper/singer/dancer. I am a dreamer and a real optimist. Follow my story and my journey as an artist in Sweden.
Pain that's been hidden for to long..
When your heart is somewhere else..
I work a 9 to 5 job. Everyday I wake up 5 o clock in the morning, get dressed, wash my face, brush my teeth and get ready for work. Sitting on my couch each morning one thought always comes back. What am I doing?
It might sound selfish of me or even naive, but there is nothing I can see my self doing other than music..
Even so like everyone, I suck it up and go to work. Sitting at my desk it feels like I'm telling myself to ignore my dreams. I know that nothing comes without hard work and some real sweat. Real grinding, still though, it's like I'm telling the music in me to stay quite.
Everyday I see and talk to people who say " Yes well I could have done this but I have family to think of". Sure I'm all for family and providing for them. But are you happy? Are you fulfilled?
Do you wake up in the morning and go "Hell yes! On my way to work and I would do this even if I didn't get paid to!"
No.. most of you wouldn't. Why? Because you're not fulfilled..
Not doing what you love no matter the situation leaves most people unfulfilled.
Which breeds negative feelings and that in turn will only build up over the years. At some point you will have to face reality. Just think about it years and years where you could have been fighting for your dream. Showing your family, kids, husband or wife that anything is possible as long you believe it is, and act accordingly. So a life of feeling unfulfilled, is that what you want?
Of course not. But unless you take action, more of the same is exactly what you'll get. This is what breaks up alot of marriages. Most of the marriages I've seen anyway. And you start to seek out that fulfillment elsewhere.
This is something I myself have been dealing with and probably most you as well. But you see, now I have a producer in my corner. A brother betting it all on me. And best of all shows coming up. Only if I do my part as well. So as long as you stay vigilant, keep being grateful for what you have now. Sooner or later you'll get where you want to be then.
So when your heart is somewhere else, do you suck it up for the rest of your life and work at every other job other than the one you actually want?
Become bitter and hate yourself while blaming everything else?
Or do you take responsibility?
Grab the threads of your destiny and actually take a chance that you know, if everything works out, will almost 100% bring happiness, prosperity and keep all that positivity and love in your family?